My whole life

is predicated on succeeding through hard work, and drive. What happens when I'm no longer willing to put forth the effort?

Bittersweet victory

I am officially a PhD student. A year ago at this time, I had planned on proposing to her. A year ago this time, I had my whole life figured out, now I'm battling so many fronts. I can't believe I can keep my composure. A year ago I was smarter than I am right now. A year ago, I wasn't as wise.